Thursday, February 01, 2007
she quietly wept..
It's 1am in the morning right now,
and perhaps a time to pen an entry after what seemed like a long long day for me.
"BRUTO!"
haha.I learned a new bad bad bad bad word today.
Watching a match at the stadium,
you somewhat get influenced to a wide variety of vulagrites.
god,please forgive me,
I know I've been a bad kid today for cursing and swearing,
but I fell down to temptation.
Everyone was cursing and swearing,
I couldn't help but to follow along.
It just came out from that sinful mouth of mine,
besides I needed to scream and shout.
the past 2 days being really sucky,
and no one to really understand the plight I was in,
had been really depressing.
Although I was mean to my friends around me who cared,
I gave my sincere apologies.
I tried to avoid them,to protect them from my sinful behaviour,
but they kept pissing me off.
I had no choice but to ask them to go away.
it was bad enough to leave me silent for the whole entire afternoon,
not being able to sleep throughout the night.
and not being able to speak a single word for hours,
just stone and stare at my own reflection.
Too exhausted to cry.
too exhausted to say a word.
too exhausted to even sms.
when all those shouting and screaming,
and being oh so patriotic to my country,
really worth the money I spent,
instead of indulging it on food,and unneccessary earrings I would never wear.
I just bought two pairs today,
and I wanted to get the third pair,
but thank you bimb for pulling me out of the shop.
I haven't really got out of that shell yet,
but I'm starting to lose my voice.
thank god,singapore won thailand 2 against 1.
At least a ray of hope for singapore.=)
supper after the match.
Suppers are evil,
they make me grow fat again.
So what if I change into a person I hardly even know?
that thought is so gravely terrifying,issn't it?
the pain that made me cry today: FACIAL.
that is what I call PAIN THAT YOU ASKED FOR.
: 8:40 PM