when we find ourselves drifting apart,
too busy with our lives,
and yet we're not doing anything.
i feel angry at myself.
i feel that I'm not that important to you anymore.
i feel all so negative about myself,
and all I want is to just talk to you after such a long day.
yet, I guess we don't even have the time.
when you ask your friend to call me,
instead of you yourself,
it makes me feel angrier at myself.
when all these small minor things add up,
it sure becomes a big thing in no time.
When all I want is that attention,
and you don't seemed to be able to give it to me.
sometimes when work and personal emotions clashes,
you just feel like crying.
what's the fucking problem is wrong with me?!
when eating becomes an obsession to relieve stress.
you feel your self esteem and confidence going way way way down.
i hate this fucking period of my life.
sometimes, I feel that i'm just an excess baggage you're carrying.
a fucking annoying and irritating one.
