Monday, April 09, 2007

she quietly wept..

welcome the bloodshot eyes again.
I think there's really something wrong with me,
I can't sleep well at night even though I'm really tired.
and I always have the fear that someone's gonna stab me and die.

I cringe everytime I see scissors especially.
and I've been waking up in the middle of the night,
from a dream,I think, that some crazy person just stabbed me.

Am I just being too paranoid or am I really crazy?
i think a mixture of both.
it's been on for quite some time already.
and my eye bags aint going away.

and I'm gaining weight.
I eat when I'm hungry and I feel like eating when I'm not hungry.

and my throat still hurts alot,
I feel super duper exhausted.

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