Wednesday, April 04, 2007

she quietly wept..

tell me about it.
I'm actually feeling happy that I'm at home right now.
I feel so blessed. =)

oh whatever.
anyway, I had squash trial today.
please please please. I really need a cca,
and I don't wanna join ccc or choir or guzheng or whatever.
I don't wanna end up cca-less.
But apparently I've got a R for squash trial,
I've no idea what it represents or mean,
but I just hope for the best.

Had bio test today,
and the best thing is that I didn't study.
how stupid.
anyway, I've GP test tomorrow as well.
die.die.die.
but Finally, I've submitted my first draft for PI,
and I feel so relieved.

I can't stand it,
the people in my class are so darn smart.
It seems like I'm the only stupid one in there.
as much as it hurts,
it's super demoralising too.

God, can you make me smarter?
I feel stupid everyday going to school,facing all these smart ass kids.

I know it sounds spastic,
yes it is spastic.
I'm trying very hard to console myself already lah.
damn sad, the chem teacher scolded me yesterday just because I got inconsistant results. =(

Comments

what's guzheng? it sounds painful? haha.

and, no, licia, you can't say things like that. and, you shouldn't compete with your classmates, it's just wrong and you'll just feel shitty if you can't keep up. so don't. take things one step at a time. and you know that i know that you know that you are NOT, and i repeat, you are NOT dumb. ((:

xoxo.
mandy.otherwise known as manda

# posted by

mandy : 12:11 AM

and, stupid chem teacher.

what kinda teacher is that?

be the typical singaporean and COMPLAIN!

haha. ((:

# posted by

mandy : 12:19 AM

heya manda! :))

School, you can see, has taken a toll on me.Yeah,I kinda try to console myself by thinking that I'm not dumb,in this case, because I didn't attend a jc for first three months.sighs.nevermind.

anyway guzheng is some gu-niang chinese orchestra instrument.damn china and super girly kind of instrument.Definitely not my kind.

and for chem teacher.she totally suck.she has pms 24/7 lah!stupid,my answers were just 0.02 away from the exact answer!
anyway I did COMPLAIN.
I COMPLAIN LIKE HELL TO NATALIN.
of course not my classmates lah,they are the super guai and hardworking lots.not like us.they won't understnad what plight I was in,standing there like an idiot listening to her talk cock and the rest goes off for their break.

and leaving me with 10 minutes to my next lecture.

sorry for the long ranting anyway.
super dissed off,biased b*tch.Ms Chua,something similar.

Anyway,I hope to see ya soon.School's starting soon for ya.enjoy the hols before you start working your ass off.

Alicia=)

# posted by

Alicia : 9:16 PM