Friday, April 13, 2007

she quietly wept..

Sometimes, I just feel that everything and anything is pointless.
Just so tired of putting up a brave front,
make the most to socialise and show who you really are and impress.
I don't feel myself and act myself in school,
i'm not the crazy bitch going around being entertained by dirty jokes in class anymore.

i can't speak in my own will.
i feel restricted although it's good that I don't speak vulgarities anymore.
it seems such a chore to have to adopt a facade,
for the mere sake of gaining friends.
Sometimes, I don't even know what I'm doing.

sighs, why does life always toy with us so.

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