Friday, April 27, 2007

she quietly wept..

I'm living such an unhealthy lifestyle that,
I no longer understand what joy really means.

when you're trying so hard already to pass your tests,
yet you have to beat all those among to be in your school's squash team,
at the end of the day,
you are so totally washed out,
you don't wanna talk about anything,
because school's always on your mind.
"What am I going to do tomorrow?" blah blah blah.

I think 80% of what I think everyday is about school.
school.school.school.
i'm starting to think of school as a drag.
I dread school.
especially those evil tests that drive you nuts,
and soon to be over the edge.

My weekends are fully booked,
sorry huns.
too many things to be done, yet not much things gets accomplished at the end. =(
Please do believe that I'm a social outcast.
I'm a nerd who thinks of work 24/7.
Even in dreams,
they haunt me.=(

i feel that I'm so far faraway from the outside world,
I'm starting to hallucinate.
me and bullshit.
okay whatever.

i'm going to turn in for the day now,
bed's all I want and desire at the end of the day.
I look forward to sleeping.
oh my, I'm such a pig, really.

and I had macdonalds for dinner.
tell me about it.
It's so sinful,
mac nuggets meal with mayo.
and large fries.
I was hungry! You can't blame me for calling macdonalds!
6777377
die,i even remembered the number.

anyway, after that,
I came home and ate some more.
Time check: 11:10pm
Suppers are sinful.
I'm never going to eat suppers again.
hopefully.

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