Saturday, April 21, 2007

she quietly wept..

I feel so busy.
but I'm trying to slow down to catch up with life.

I hate a busy lifestyle,
I hate the lifestlye that perpetually requires me to meet new people and to adapt to new things,
especially new things and people that drains you completely at the end of a day.
it makes me sad that everyone's seemed to be enjoying themselves,
while i stay home and sulk to myself.
i'm an idiot sometimes really.

but i feel good that my time is precious to some people.
I rather spend that precious time with precious people in my life.
and that certainly beats studying all day at home.
It makes feel like a big fat rat, just sitting at my seat the whole day,
and stuffing myself with food to satisfy that craving.
(pigs sound too cliche already.)
Oh dear, this is such bad thinking.

i can't stand the whiny depression cycle repeating itself again.

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