Tuesday, April 24, 2007

she quietly wept..

I decided to blog now,
with this spare time before I really tune in to doing some revision.
This is so miraculous, I mean no homework at all to pass up tomorrow =)

and this is going to be a ranting entry.
so do bear with me.
Because right now, I feel immensely lousy,
and CHOKED to the fking brim with all the crap that I have purposefully planned and packed my time with.
and I'm finding myself coming home at 8pm every day,
worse,at 10 plus on an awesome friday night.
And that leaves me with about 2 hours of "free time" to do my work,
which I end up really edgy at the end of the day.
tell me how interesting my life is.
tell me about it.

Needless to say, my weekends are not spared.
the time spent on doing assignments,tutorials and plus revisions for upcoming tests seemed to be of a higher calling
compared to my daily dose of shopping during the holidays.
and that accompanies with mental exhaustion and bad temper.

dear god,
I know I've been a heartless bitch today,
especially today.
I know I've been mean but she deserves it.
If I'm a bitch, what is she?
A slut?
Who on earth pushes her friend away when she herself has no seat?!!
What's up with her?
Is she really dumb or acting ignorant?
I didn't mean to speak and think evil thoughts on how to make her life miserable.
but she's pushing it to the limit!
The sight of her irritating f*ckface,makes me irritated.
I know I've been very vulgar when it comes to this.
I'll try not to speak of them anymore,
but pms adding to it,
raging hormones,
I can't really control my emotions.

amen.

"People WILL always talk about you,
so you might as well give them something to talk about."
i don't give a shit whatever you say about me.=)

stop flirting bitch,
stop giving the pathetic face that you want people to pity you.
it's not going to work.
You're the wrong technique to flirt.
boo~

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