Saturday, February 03, 2007
she quietly wept..
My plans for today are ruined.
so if i didn't call bimb at 12pm today,
she'll probably not call me at all.
oh well.never mind.
I think I'll stay home to play ps,
rather than fretting on who to ask out for shopping.
Guitar lesson is cancelled today,
he can't make it today.
ah this sucks.
and I drove my huns away.
this means I should just stay home and rot my ass away.
tomysweetlookingboynextdoor:
I know I'm always unreasonable.
please don't put up with me.
shout,scream,scold anything.
weekends are now so precious to you,
I don't wanna waste those time on quarrelling over dumb minor things.
I'll never make that perfect girlfriend.
and,
I know you know what's happening between cheryl and me.
I bear no grudges,please don't take it out at her.
it's all these stupid lovey dovey thing,
it's driving me crazy.
Just take it that I've never let go of my past,
and now it's time for you to move on.
Get a girlfriend,
then I,as your best bud,
would most gracefully give you my best wishes.
I feel so cold,especially at night,
and as I cuddle myself under my blankets,
I know if that relationship we went ahead with,falls apart,
I'll lose that friendship with you as well.
I've lost that one special friendship before,
and it really sucks,
it sucks to that extent that I wished we never went ahead with that relationship.
At least,maybe now,we could still be friends,
or even hi-bye friends.
but it's a decision we made,
perhaps a wrong one,
and that we just got to live on with it for the rest of our lives.
give ourselves,
or give yourself a chance to love someone again.
with lots of love,
alicia.
