Saturday, January 06, 2007
she quietly wept..
Sometimes when I think of you,
I'll close my eyes
and it kinda brought me back when I was still with you.
I like that feeling.
I've been trying to convince myself I'm over you.
I've been a fool for so long.
the most painful I've to go through.
Although I don't need you anymore in my life,
but I want to hold you so dearly in my heart,
because I know that's what my heart desires and craves for.
Moving on,doesn't seem as easy as I could ever thought of.
I tried and dreamt of it all day long.
Somehow now,I've no idea where I stand.
Say it that I've moved on or not.
But I've know that you were once part of my life,
was once the reason that made me smile,
and once the person I would love to look forward to every week.
I really miss those days.
see I told you I hate to be emotional.
Its always tempting me to cry,
but no,
I've learned to be strong.
I've learned to pick myself up,
and I won't allow myself to fall back again.
I don't want to go through that painful process again.
It has drained me oh so much,
I don't wanna see myself back at that track again.
That's history already,
I've learned and gain experience from relationships.
and I doubt I would ever trust anyone this much,
because when the person you trust so much suddenly turn their back against you,
the pain would be too much to bear.
I've went through that pain,
and the tears I cried everyday made me look so vunerable.
I'm sorry for the really emo post.
When blogs are about expressing feelings and emotions,
so might as well get the best out of it.
FUCK THE AC BARBER. FUCK THE AC DM. says:
they fucking cut my hair
FUCK THE AC BARBER. FUCK THE AC DM. says:
i was this close to telling them fuck off im not coming back
oh.that's shawn,
got his hair cut at acjc because his hair's too long.
I kinda think he's quite cool actually in expressing his emotions,
I like it.
