Saturday, January 27, 2007
she quietly wept..
I've never been so crazy for soccer before,
but today I actually went to the stadium and WANTED to watch it,
because I was so extremely bored at home after getting sick of playing ps from 10am till 4pm.
Whats worse,
I cancelled guitar lesson today just cause I was lazy and I just didnt want to stop playing.
and the excuse was cramps.
I really had cramps la!
but Unfortunatly,
all the tickets got sold out.
So me and bimb decided to go to parkway,
no it's bimb's idea to go parkway,
to meet desmondtay and ade.
and I wanted to go suntec/esplanade?
GREAT.
when fridays and now even on saturdays we hang out at parkway.
dinner then followed by pool.
Can we change something?
I'm sick of playing pool.
But eventually I have to play,
because we had to kill time just to watch soccer.
haha.
We were the loudest lot when singapore scored a goal
especially me and bimb.
This is what we call patriotic.=)
by the way,we had random chats on the bus to parkway.
and.
You see why,sometimes we (me and bimb) are so cynical about men,
we don't think of boys as potential boyfriends anymore,
only as short term flings.
I've just received an sms from a friend just like not long ago,
it says
" XXXXX is a f*cking jerk.He just dumped me."
I actually wanted to say cool,nice try.
but my sixth sense told me it wasn't a scam.
I could feel it,
okay it sounds spastic but yeah.
To me,I wished he stop existing.
at least in my mind.
and for long,that thought was fixed into that head of mine.
until I think I saw him
then everything seemed to stop again...
At times,I actually do think what if I were a robot.
then there wouldn't be things called crying and pain.
the best thing of all is that you need not sleep at all.
gee,I should just turn in early today.
my brain and my body needs rest.
don't turn gay,huns.
just hang in there.
muahaha.
