Saturday, December 30, 2006
she quietly wept..
I was on my way home just now on bus 14 from ps,
the show was really good,
and I really liked it alot.
Shawn reminded me that it was the 30th and tomorrow's the 31st,
and it made me realised that year twozerozerosix is coming to an end,
I really wished that time could stand still,
and twozerozerosix would remain forever.
Although there were many set backs I had to face,
it taught me to be strong,
and I really cherished the days that I've spent with you.
I cried,
I did everything to make myself feel better,
I bit my lips everytime I wanted to cry,
eyeliners were the only makeup I would always wear wherever I went,
And I would always end up hugging huns crying,telling him how much I loved you.
You moved on,
you made your decision to leave.
I respect that,
although I never really got the reason why,
but I don't wanna probe further.
Sometimes,I see couples
and I still got that tingling sensation that I once had you.
but not anymore.
I still miss you,
but give me more time,
I'm sure this open wound of mine would heal.
You know how much I hate myself for being so drama-ma ma.
oh well,I need no new boyfriend.
I have tim and that's one tough nut to settle with.
Jacob:You need a girlfriend,to help you with your room.
It's disgusting.
No offense dude.(=
2007 new year resolution.
ah.I've no idea too,think tomorrow.
Church tomorrow,hopefully I wake up early for cell.
then hanging out with girlfriends tomorrow for countdown.
