Tuesday, December 12, 2006
she quietly wept..
I guess it's all my fault.
for everything I did.
We shouldn't have been so close,
We shouldn't be even going out together,
it's all a mistake,
and a mistake I made on my part that would hurt you.
I admit I needed someone that would hold me,
and love me,
I know anyone else including you could do it,
but I don't feel the same.
Although there were many times I told myself to get over the past,
I believe some part of me still lives in,
I don't want to have thoughts of having someone to love or to hold anymore,
cause i believe it has ceased months ago.
When the pain starts crashing down again,
I don't want to see you hating me.
I really want you to be my friend,
and nothing more than that.
I'm sorry if I gave out the wrong signals or what so ever,
I just want to tell you,
perhaps there's still this someone in my heart,
and no matter how hard I try,
he would still be.
I really hate to be emotional.
It kills my mood.
I'm gonna read a book,
perhaps watch a comedy after that,
and I'm definitely going jogging.
