Sunday, November 19, 2006
she quietly wept..
My confessions.
Dear God,
I'm sorry if I was the cause of the fight.
I didn't expect it to turn out like that.
I'm sorry,
if I should have known.
Had subway with my sister and her boyfriend.
And yes,they do look loving.
the cookies,the bread they shared together,
the drink when they exchanged smiles with.
I admit I did think of everything we used to share.
I did try,
I tried so hard.
I don't want to look back.
cause I know at the end of the day,
I know I will be the one shedding tears again.
And Tim wont talk to me.
I'm sorry I broke his heart.
I really want the best for him.
and I know I wont be the best for him.
cause I know he's such a wonderful guy.
and I don't deserve such a wonderful man.
I've lost my loved one,
my heart's broken into a million pieces.
But I know you'll always be there for me.
I'm alone and lost.
I've lost my best friend,
he doesnt want to talk to me.
He says he's disappointed in me.
I've lost a friend already.
I don't wanna lose my best friend.
I'm crying over and over again.
my eyes are sore.
I look like a monster.
I've no dress for prom,
no shoes,
no date,
no best friend.
I've never felt so lost before.
I'm at a dead end of a cliff.
and the only thing I can think of is JUMP.
