Sunday, October 01, 2006

she quietly wept..

I'm so sorry.
I made a terrible mistake.
I just drank a little last night.
I was upset.
really upset.
I didn't mean to do that.
I'm an idiot.
I'm sorry,tim
if I hurt your feelings.
I'm such a bitch.
I don't deserve the people around me to love me.

I guess I didnt have the courage.
I know I was going to get hurt again
but still i text him.
and yes,I got hurt again.
AND I DRANK AGAIN.
this is so not me.
this time,no spastic pictures.
it was just crying over and over again.
I'm sorry tim,
I'm just a cry baby.
One month has gone and here i am,crying again.

I'm sorry I wet your shirt with my tears.
I just couldnt help it.
had a hangover.
woke up with a terrible headache,
and really bad menses cramps.
followed by the irritating flu and cough.

my mother's going to scream!

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