Saturday, October 21, 2006
she quietly wept..
Books scattered everywhere,
my table is in a mess.
the pile and pile of books beside my computer table,
makes my sister wanna scream at me.
I was desperately finding my usb port.
which I rummaged through my drawers and found nothing,
and all i saw was a familiar card
on which my name was written.
It was a valentine's card.
it made me wanna cry again,
but I knew I couldnt do it.
although I've been avoiding siglap area for the past 2 months,
I knew I have to face it one day.
and i did just today,
and the past few days with my boy-friends.
and yes I was there eating lunch with parents and sister.
and I could only think of all these memories flooding my mind.
I guess if you don't create new memories,
the old ones wouldnt leave.
and I read the card today countless of times,
thinking of all the words he said,
the love we used to share.
and after a while placed it in THAT drawer.
THAT drawer that I would never want to open again.
I guess I have to really pack my stuffs.
all the stuffs
ranging from the movie tickets we watched together
everything,
I dont wanna have anything to do with him anymore.
He's out of my life.
and will be forever.
