Friday, October 13, 2006

she quietly wept..

As usual,
didn't attend school today.
I had dental appointment.
Damn,I feel so bad.
I've been slacking all day.
Watching tv,
and wasting time talking nonsense at the library.

I bet I gained at least a kg now.
Went over to mos burger today again.
Had the same old drink that makes me grow fat.
But I feel so good again,
borrowing books after such a long time,
and that the last books I read were such a bore.

My confidence level is drained.
I feel less confidence of myself.
I've think I gained so much weight,
that I look so ugly right now.
and the break outs to add to it,
I feel so disgusted with myself everyday.

Mirrors and weighing machines seems to be my worst nightmare.
and the eye bags I'm having.
I think I would rather die.

By the way,
Today's the Friday the 13th.
I'm not superstitious or anything.
But this day makes me feel a little jumpy.

and my sister is making a big buzz on...
almost everything.
Sometimes its really a pain.
But it's just too bad that she's my sister.
and I've just got to live with it.

The best advice for Andrew :

(Travis) says:
JUST fucking stop playing dota

Afterall,I'm not the only one against it.
I'm prejudiced against it.
I'm biased.
and I dislike guys who plays them,
idiots who actually gave up their girlfriends just for it.
drew, If you love her,
spend more time with her.
and I'm sure she'll appreciate it.
I didnt had mine,
but I hope you guys do.
and i don't want to see her so upset because of you.
She loves you,
and I'm sure you do too. =]

Comments Post a Comment