Saturday, September 02, 2006
she quietly wept..
My hand phone has been lagging a lot lately.
and I realised I had thousands of smses in my inbox.
My sister,as usual, wanted to save some of her messages..
and told me to delete it all manually.
so i did it.
It took me a really long time.
and I went through all the smses he used to send me.
I thought I was strong,
but I still couldnt stop the tears from rolling down my face.
it had me crying again.
and it pains me so much that I felt like I was being torn apart.
I'm sorry my friends.
I promised that I won't cry anymore.
but I still couldnt.
Everyone's telling me to get on with life.
and I wish if only I could.
But deep inside,
I hope he would send me an sms
to tell me he was just being rash on the breakup
and wanted me back.
But I know it will never happen.
and all I could do is to get over each day.
and keep myself occupied.
