Tuesday, September 26, 2006
she quietly wept..
Dear God,
There's this one guy.
whom I loved so much.
and I still do very much.
I know it's just my wishful thinking.
but still,
he's on my mind every now and then.
I've always prayed that he'll be mine forever.
I guess it never worked out.
I always thought I could forget.
forget the times we used to share.
But there's always a part of him that remains in me.
I may forget how he look.
But I'll never forget how much I loved him.
Because of him,
I run out of reasons to cry.
I love him.I love him very much.
And I love him too much, that I have to suffer in pain and watch him
walk away further and further away from me.
Suffer from the pain that he'll never be mine again.
I'm letting him go
because he's upset when he's with me.
I long to talk to him,to ask him how is he?
but I've just have to keep it to myself
that he doesnt want me anymore in his life.
I've just have to slowly let it go..
