Sunday, August 06, 2006

she quietly wept..

"Wow's more important."
more important than me.

If that's how he define our love that way.

called darling.
apologised.
yet he still didnt want to talk to me.

it kind of brought me to tears again.
Is it really my fault that I didn't care?
To me,its more like he didnt care.
I'm hanging on
because I still love him.
I put down my pride and talk to him nicely,
but he still ignore me.

what should I do?
the hurt I am getting is much worse than his.
When I don't say i love you
it doesnt mean I don't.
At least I was the one who told him that I missed him
and he said nothing at all.
I rather he tell me he misses me.
and want to meet me.
than tell me he loves me.
but instead its me asking him whether he wants to meet me
and what does he say?
see how.
and most of time its a no
so well its better off saying no.
and keep me waiting.all day long.
sundays are kept for wow.
just like the other days.when he's free with no work.
including saturdays when he's with me.

sometimes
I feel so tired loving him.
it pains me so much when he says all those hurtful words.
but it never occured to him that I feel sad and hurt by it.
to me,
he's the one who doesnt care about me.

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