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Friday, August 11, 2006
she quietly wept..
the mixed emotions.
I am having now.
words can't describe.
The pain's still haunting me.
I feel like crying.
over and over again.
But after every crying session.
the pain still lingers.
I really have no idea what went wrong.
I'm beginning to lose the faith.
the confidence I used to have.
the self esteem.
It seems like nothing would cheer me up.
I'm afraid of tomorrow.
I'm afraid of failing again.
I'm afraid of crying.
There's always a purpose in everything he do in my life.
so what's the purpose of him making me fail so many times?
I'm sick of failing.
I'm sick of school.
I'm sick of the stress.
I'm scared of the results.
