Tuesday, August 29, 2006

she quietly wept..

It's Xiyang's birthday today!!
yay!
Supposed to go gelare for my "so called" birthday treat
but apparently after dance,
he had to rush home.
after eating hokkien mee with leslie.
So me and leslie went home first.
and then met up to study.

It started off good.
and then we went into the Word of God.
and of course about the sad stuffs
But its alright
I've got to face it anyway.

It's about time to put down the burden I've been carrying for the past week.
it's really heavy.
and its really time to return back to God.
and really surrender yourself to him.
Although my heart cries out, I'll do anything to continue walking.
no matter how reluctant it is to let it go.
perhaps I was just too immatured to get into a relationship.
I'm tired of them.
getting hurt and ending up so depressed.
I'm not entirely over him
but I will try and I believe with time, I will.


There's a bitterness in me of him abandoning me when I needed him the most.
Prelims and O levels.
and he decided to sever all ties with me on the day before it.
A part of me hated him for doing so.
But now I'm putting it down
so I can let God take the pain and sorrow away.


There's school tomorrow.=(
and Chinese paper today was a gone case.
But I'm putting all my trust in my God.
and he will see me through.

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