Monday, August 21, 2006

she quietly wept..

Its a really bad day today.
Dropped one of my contacts.
now I've got to buy again.
and the thing is I've just got it on saturday.
I barely even used it for a day.
and now its gone.

No matter how hard I tried to keep him off my mind,
it doesnt work.
And Albert even asked whether we were still together..
and he said he heard that we broke up.
I don't know where he heard it from.
but as far as I know, we're still together.

Sometimes,
how I wish I could be the one walking down the road with him.
how I wish there wasnt such things as fights.
how I wish there were'nt any restrictions.

I've been thinking the whole day.
wondering whether he was thinking of me as well.
I felt the sudden loneliness last night and previous nights before.
Checking my handphone everynow and then
hoping it would be him
but it wasn't.

Maybe I'm just thinking too much.
I can't think straight now.
Wednesday is Bio Prelim practical.
Thursday's Physics pract.
Friday's Chem prac.
I can't be bothered with Physics anymore.
the test I took today.
was simply crap.
Couldnt do at least 50% of the paper.

Oh well, I lost weight today!
okay that was only an assumption.
but I lost hundreds of calories today.
but after that, I ate a lot too.
not forgetting the chocolates my sister bought for me.=]
so it kinda balanced out.
but what the hell,
just to make myself happy.=]

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