Saturday, August 19, 2006
she quietly wept..
I'm utterly disappointed.
He didn't reply my message.
and probably having a good time outside.
perhaps he long forgotten I exist.
it saddens me a lot
but there's nothing i can do.
I don't deserve what he did to me.
It just shows that he doesnt care.
No matter how many times I fall asleep,
and waking up feeling better and less angrier,
I feel the paining calling.
Although the anger's no longer there,
the hurt lingers.
there's a limit.
I'm your girlfriend.
don't treat me like any of your other friends.
cause I'm not.
I get all those humiliation in school.
I don't mind.
but after school, all i want is just someone whom i can trust.
and laugh with.
and not someone who makes fun of me.
and the worst thing is when I'm angry and hang up the phone,
don't you even care whether I was angry or not?
and sometimes its really not funny at all.
I'm sorry if you think I'm sensitive,
if thats the case,
it's so obvious that the love we used to have was just a mistake.
A mistake that I would never want to make again.
