Tuesday, August 22, 2006

she quietly wept..

I never could imagine, life without you
From the moment you walked into my world.
Never knew how long a loving flame could burn
But losing you has forced me to learn.
That we can't change the way we feel inside.
And every try at love never turns out right.
We both know it's better if we just let it go.

I'm sorry that things turned out this way.
But thank you for the times we had together.
Now that its over, all is left is memories.
I love you.
but life moves on.
I believe one day, soneone would understand you better than I do.
and make you happier.

i know there is nothing i can do now as it is too late.
and im really sorry about the past.
this has taught me so much in life
and i wished i didnt have to learn it the hard way instead.

I doubt i can ever forgive myself for hurting you this much
and as silly as it may sound,
i wouldnt mind giving up my everything as u deserve much better.

i am trying very hard to let go this beautiful fairytale which i destroyed
and slowly accept the fact that it's all gone now and forever.
even though it hurts like a bitch without you by my side,
your happiness is more important.
more important than anything I desire.

Im going crazy living my life like this.
I know the days ahead are tough.
Prelims and O levels coming up.
and the day before my prelims,
you actually want a break up.
I'm letting you go not because I stopped loving you.
I'm letting you go because I know you'll be better without me by your side.
Wow.Alcohol.Smoking.what so ever.
No restrictions at all.
I know I've been a possesive bitch.
and I'm sorry.


although I dont believe in fate,deep down I really wished we are fated for each other
and someday our paths will cross again
and we will be living happily ever after.
Life is long and i'll wait for the day till we are back in each other's life.
but these are just dreams that I can make and hope for.


It's been long and i'm lost without you.
Too many memories to be erased.
We planned our future together.
We talk and smile about it.
knowing that it would definitely happen without a doubt.


I dont know when I'll ever move on and get over you.
or maybe I'll never will.
But i know life got to move on.
Just that it wouldnt be the same without you.


Thanks for everything!
and now its my turn to step back to let you find yr own happiness.
How I wished it was me but I know it's impossible.

I've got to let you know I feel so weak without your touch.
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much.
you're the first who taught me what love really is.
and my love for you will never change.
I've gotta let you know I think that we are destiny.
For you I'd cross the world for you I'd do anything.

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