Saturday, June 03, 2006

she quietly wept..

I guess its just time to move on.
I love him.
perhaps its just time for us to say goodbye to each other.
The words hit me so hard today.
I think thats the first and the last time.
that was the nastiest thing you ever said to me, over these years.
finally, after these few months of cold war, I surrender.
I must say I 've been really down these few months.
the constant nagging.
everything.
I definitely miss it.
You'll always be in my heart.
You'll always be my best friend.
I hope one day you will come up and tell me that everything's a mistake.
and that we'll be best friends again.

I wanted so much to talk to you.
got lots to tell you.
Been very lonely these few days.
I quarreled with Kenneth today.
that makes me a lonelier person.
and I admit it's my fault.
although I always think its his.
We agreed to give ourselves time.until next friday.
although no call no sms,
a part of me wants him so badly.
Suddenly I feel guilty.
but I cant do anything.
I've no idea what to do.


My heart still aches so badly.
I don't wanna cry anymore.
I'm not going to let it pull me down.
things will change for the better..


i hate to let it go just like that...
if only you gave me a chance to explain..
those sleepless nights.
the on and offs waking up in the middle of the night.
and unable to go back to sleep.
disturbs me.

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