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Monday, June 12, 2006
she quietly wept..
Dear God.
I know I've been a bad child.
for countless of months, I've been doing bad things.
bad things that hurt the people around me who loves me.
God.Please try and fix me.
I don't wanna hurt him anymore.
I dunno why sometimes I've been such a bitch.
my darling doesnt deserve such a girl like me.
Sometimes,I don't believe I've got such a temper.
but I need someone.
someone who will help me control my temper.
and the only person would only be you.
I don't wanna lose my cool so often and see my baby suffer.
again and again.
because of me,things are always ugly.
God.I don't wanna lose him.
he's my everything.
I love him too much to think of how life would be
without him.
I'm spoiled.
spoiled by his love.
rip my heart out and tear me apart.
make me the cold unfeeling bitch.
at least I wont feel the pain and hurt anymore.
Lord.help me.I see myself dying.
Amen.
