Friday, May 19, 2006

she quietly wept..

I woke up at 3 ++ am in the morning today.
crying.
for no reason.
a bad start of the day.
I'm crazy.

I'm having those ugly eye bags and puffy eyes.
I'm so tired.
I'm feeling tremendous pain inside.
and no one will understand how i feel inside.
cause maybe I'm just not the studying material.
my mother didnt breastfeed me.
so i guess i'm at disadvantage than the rest.

I'm an unplanned child.

I cant stop crying.
i'm mad.
i failed a maths.
barely passed english.
and i didnt get at least an a2 for my chem and my e maths.
disappointed.
i've just passed my pratical that totally pushed way down to a 62.
careless mistakes all over for e maths.

and i didnt get a1 for chinese.
nothing to be proud of.
my oral,again, barely passed.
from a 74.drop to a 71.
i thought i could bargain for a mark or sth.
one of the lowest for chinese in class.
sighs.

God, I'm so dead.
help me.

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