Thursday, February 16, 2006
she quietly wept..
It is difficult to say goodbye to someone or something you love.
It is a strain on the feelings and to those of us who feel and allow emotions to flow freely,
there is a certain sad sweetness when we say goodbye.
When we say good bye,we do not expect to see the person soon or perhaps ever again.
When we grow to love someone,we form a wholeness with that person.
annd when we say goodbye, the wholeness is broken and it is as if a part of me is wrenched away.
the hardest situation is when we have to bid farwell to a loved one who has gone home with the Lord.
Although he's gone,he'll always be in our hearts.
I miss him.
Breaking up with someone who has been a beloved over a period of time is another sad goodbye.
Some of us are "stupid" enough to put in our all and hearts into a relationship.
It is really devatating when we realise that the other party to the relationship has been frivolous
about it and has been restraining to himself or herself.
It is even more devastating when the relationship has been strong on both sides and when we have to break up because of unforeseen circumstances.
However often in some cases,there is a possiblilty that the goodbye marks the end of a stage of life and the beginning of another.
my heart sank when I saw him die infront of me.
It was a painful sight.
I realised how fragile life is.
I saw him being squashed and stepped on.
and i took pity of it.
hoping that someone will realise that it's struggling for it's life.
and not step on it.
but sadly,someone stepped on it.
and it probably died.
I just passed my english.
and I probably got one of the lowest for e maths.
i'm going to fail bio.
I'm so stressed.
but.I'm going to keep going.
he's my only strength.
