Thursday, February 23, 2006
she quietly wept..
i'll just take it as an excuse that i haven been feeling that great for the past few days..
in fact the past few weeks.
all these mood swings.
been having all those tests..
slowly gaining confidence again.
but i'm quite sure that there's room for improvement.
even though i think i improved a lot in my work.
than last year.
i believe
even if the worst things happen to me..
I'm quite sure I will cope it well.
Even when I'm feeling lonely.
I know he's there.
I can't depend on anyone else.
except him.
even the guy I love so much.
he doesnt have time for me.
and i should know it well.
that i should just let it this be this way.
and i should have known it long ago..that
he can't always be there for me.
and perhaps we just have different mindsets.
I'm just tired.
fell asleep at 4.20pm.
supposed to wake up at 5.20pm.
but then i woke up at 6.45pm.
damn it.i just wasted 2 hours and 25 minutes on sleeping.
but it felt great.=]
at least it cheers me up a little.
having another chem and a maths test next week.
must start studying again..
