Saturday, February 25, 2006
she quietly wept..
I feel like the biggest idiot.
biggest losser ever.
disappointed.over and over again.
maybe i'm just hyper sensitive.
i feel so cheated.
I'm in a tremenous stress.
and there he is.
my hopes.
dashed.
i feel angry.
i feel disappointed.
i feel cheated.
I've been bearing it all inside.
and i can't take it anymore.
he promised to bring me home.
he promised!!!
and to think i trusted him..
but at the end..
he just left me all disappointed again.
why am i getting all worked up?
because a simple call from him is already so hard..
am i asking for too much??
i feel so stressed now.
but who can i tell?
if i tell him..
he probably will scream at me again..
I'll just have to keep it all inside.
I hate myself so much for loving him so much.
