Thursday, January 12, 2006
she quietly wept..
I suppose this is one of the days I'm most down.
I donno what I'll be going to do.without him.
but I guess life still goes on.
but I really hope.if one day.he feels much better..
we could get back together again.
maybe he didn't love me that much.
or perhaps I'm thinking too much.
I begged him.
i know i sound so desperate.
but yeah.in fact I am.
although.he left me.
and walked away like that.
I still love him as much.
and that he's always my darling.
He'll always be on my mind.
I dunno how is he feeling right now.
but if he's reading this.
"dear.I'm sorry that I've been such a lousy girlfriend.
and I hope that you'll feel much better without me."
I'm already trying so hard not to disturb you with my smses.
and I miss your kisses.hugs.and of course the "I love you"
I didnt know things will change so suddenly.
But I'm sorry I was so harsh on you that night.
I wanted you to bathe early.so you'll be refresh the whole night doing your work.
I din't mean to add more stress on you.
I'm sorry.
and I sincercely seek your forgiveness.
and I hope you'll forgive me and come back.
I feel hurt.angry.lost.confused.
for losing you.
it's my fault I was so harsh on you.
I didn't mean it.
I don't wanna lose you.
You're so important to me.
it pains me alot.that I lost you.
and its like a stab in my heart.
and it keeps bleeding.
just like how the tears row down my eyes.
If only I had the second chance.
I wouldn't be so mean and harsh to you anymore..
