Sunday, November 06, 2005
she quietly wept..
and i'm so sick of fighting over stupid small things.
cuase it really piss me offf.
and spoils my whole entire mood..
and this results in more chocolate being consumed..
especially cadbury..=]]
argh.i dislike the life i'm having now.
especially when there's so many expectations..
and i'm not up to it.
**especially when my father is paranoid.
and i mean super duper kind.
he questions me every sickening day.
and when i come home..
and start talking to "him" over the phone
somehow
we end up fighting over stupid things..
and it just makes me angrier..sick-er and disgusted.
and that i just don't feel like talking to him anymore..
irritating.
and my sister as usual..
makes a big fuss over every single thing.
"why didn't you close the windows?"
wth.i wasn't even home until 7 plus.how the hell would i know why the windows are open?
argh.
fine.now she's giving me ATTITUDE.
cause she want to use the comp.
and when she can always use my brother's comp.
and the point is that she was already using my brother's comp..
why can't she just continue using it?
can she like stop commenting on every single thing i do.
it makes me feel that every single thing i do is wrong.
damnit.and i'm always posting the same old damn things over and over again
and i'm sick of it..
maybe i should just stop blogging..
and i no longer think that
"tomorrow is gonna be a better day"
cause it NEVER happens..
and i'm off to sleep.
hopefully i get some "rights" in dreamland.
