Tuesday, April 19, 2005

she quietly wept..

I admit!I don't have a good memory..-.-" How can I possibly remember all their names and looks! sorry ben.I didnt remember you until you showed me your picture..haha.I wasnt close to Joel so yep..didnt know you..maybe i did.but its just that one or two day thing =X I only know stefanie used to love that Joel like crazy.and asked me to ask for his number.haha.He thought I like him?=.="
hmm I donno whether she still does...

I'm stressed.stressed.ARGHH.there's so many things happening now..and I feel so helpless and hopeless..and I cant do anything..

I'm tired.so tired.of even trying to persuade.and of even talking..and there are times when i feel like giving up..adding the stress I'm having in school..my friends..studies?
I'm trying so hard..are you?You are not even making the effort..so sometimes I ask myself why should I be making the effort when your not?It's not fair..

why cant you try shutting up and listen to me?Landing up in hospital issnt something to be proud of..
and besides.You promised to stop all these nonsense.You PROMISED.
so why should you break it now?
whats the use of saying sorry to me?I'm a nobody to you..yep.It's none of my business anymore.
Maybe you should just take a look at yourself now..what are you doing?Being in the church minsitry.and after church,you do all these nonsense..
Honestly,I don't understand you at all.not at all..even from the start.
I donno what that bitch has done to you.But since you chose her for me,I don't really care.I just want you to regret that YOU broke up with me.and now that bitch broke up with you..SERVES YOU RIGHT.=]

well,I'm VERY happy now.thank you for YOUR concern.=]
and yep.I have a boyfriend.and I think he's tons better than you.don't worry.I'm much happier with him than with you.I think we both made a right choice to break up..cause it'll be wasting my time..and your time.
and try spiting me again?Rest assured I'll do the same.and someone's going to die really badly...=]

tmr's sports day..boring.nvm.I got my nabihan with me...wahhaha.
so nice..need to study today again..probably going to wake up in the morning again to study..2? 3?
argh.a maths..why am I so dumb?I only got 11/20..=( full of careless mistakes...
I didnt cheat for geography test today..surprisely,I find it much easier than the previous test..haha.maybe copying is much difficult.haha.
and poor xiyang..wanted to sit beside me so that he can copy..haha.too bad,my handwriting too small..=X tsk.tsk.

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