Sunday, March 27, 2005

she quietly wept..

If you're too busy to spend time with God, then you're simply too busy.

I desperately need a breakthrough!I am starting to feel God's presence again..A breakthrough requires a trial to break through.
Feeling really down these few days..have no idea why.but I just feel that I'm not committing enough.Suddenly have the feeling of looking forward to meeting him in heaven..and to just die.sometimes its just not fair.
Why must it be me among so many people in the world i have such..it's not fair.just to think that maybe i would just die from it...
I dun see why.I've been a very good girl these days.Eating my medicine.and i didnt eat anything yesterday night.i just drank a tasteless milo and the next day..i started getting red spots on my hands..I've been watching my diet alright.haven ate chocolates like what seemed like years.haha.
hopefully it will just dissappear tomorrow.Sometimes i really
hope that judgement day will come earlier.so i wont have to face ugly people in life.
I just hope tomorrow will be a better day..well i dun really care what michelle thinks anymore.If you dun want to talk to me,its okay.but i still dun get it.Natalin also wanted to go west
wing 4 recess.and sorry that day i was really hungry too.never eat breakfast.haha.so ya we went to the other side.and you gave us a really black face.especially to me.and then when we reach the west wing,you talked to natalin.ok..thought you're not angry so i talked to you.
shrugs.siew wen came over and then you ignored me.
i dun see what's the problem.You have siew wen.Why can't i hang out with nabihan?whatever it is,i dunno whats wrong with you.You dun want to tell me about what happened.It's not the first time you dun want to tell me and then start giving me attitude.always i say sorry to you..ok lahx,maybe its my fault.Sorry.

realised i've been saying alot of sorries.haha.
tim:sorry about that time.i didnt turn up.ok this is really my fault lahx.haha.but thanks for the chocolates.u are crap.so much money to waste is it?but thanks.what kind of chocolates is that?what reduces heart attack.cursing me to have heart attack right.asshole.but thanks.haha.since when you became so health conscious?haha.
i hope you like my easter egg this year.i painted a small little flying pig for you this year.haha.different colour different year.haha.i passed it to leonard.haha.never seen him for 3-4 weeks,still as short as ever=X haha.

eileen:i'm sorry that i crashed your comp=X opps.haha.but i think before i use already got problem already lahx.its so laggy.worse than mine.haha.=X anyway sorry.hope that computer guy comes really soon.haha.

boontip:sorry sorry sorry.until now,i feel blardy guilty.not going out with you..i'm so sorry..i promised you lunch next time alright?i'm really so sorry.

clare:you stupid gerl.i wanted to sit with deirdrey...you seperated me from her.you drew on my physics assignment!!wth.scribble on my bible somemore.write your name so big on my bible..you pig.as if that bible is yours like that.stupid gerl..make me sit with you and kingston.make me feel super blardy bright down there...i dun care.eat lunch next week.and i'm sitting with deirdrey no matter what.unless you want to sit with me..(=
and i didnt reserve seats for you because i called you..and you liar..you told me you didnt have any missed calls from me.haha.=X opps.anyway u better go to cell soon..never go for 3 weeks already..and you say you dun want to go for cell anymore..just because you fought with rebecca..you pig..lallalaa..haha..you better be sure she doesnt call your mum.

today.sucks.woke up at 6.30.blardy.unknowingly,slept on the bus,almost missed my stop..deirdrey will kill me if i reached there late.at the end i was early by 20 mins.wth.slept on the way back too..haha.slept for tuition also.hell..guess im really tired.both mentally and physically.arghhh..hope all these will just end sooner..
tests starting on tuesday...im dead.i better improve..or else im dead.i can forget about going out anymore.=(

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