Saturday, March 05, 2005

she quietly wept..

Sermon was boring today..was at church for almost 3 hours..sit down there..pastor talk so chim today lahx..so into ministry..i go there hear...want to sleep ah..then i draw draw draw on my book..haha.so fun..Amanda and Daryl..so fun..Gerald came too lahx.Hmm think he's a catholic i guess.Yeah..dunno what church he go to.Today wasnt really active during praise and worship..knew i've sinned a lot.about my boy and me..you know..dating isnt allowed..hmm..knew i made a mistake and i still continued doing it..ah..i'm such a good child of God.argh.well,I suppose God will forgive me eh?As long as I don't sinned as much as ever,I think it's alright.As long as I don't go overboard..i guess..everything will turn out fine.Saw jermaine,Huixian,Elizi,wendy..ah..alot plus joseph..timothy?haha.crap.told him everything..hmm he reacted quite normally.ah..guess he don't lurve me anymore..hmm should that be a good thing or a bad thing?No idea?haha.nvm as long as i have my boy with me...i dun care about the rest..haha.see im such a good girlfriend..lalala.crap.so much crap.Guess haven really crap for long.Ever since that guy started not to talk to me.argh...so stress..haven talk to kenneth about anything today..crap.guess he just disappeared so fast?went for the poly,college,private,university batch of service...crap..felt so inferior down there..and then the youngest down there..and ya..people though i was 19...like WHAT THE F***?Do i look that old?i rather look like 15 ,excuse me?crap.maybe because i went for the poly,uni batch thats why...I am so never going to the 5-8 service?arghh....should go for the 3-5 service...more fun sial.youth for teenagers like you and me..lalalala..at least at there wont feel so inferior..but then to think of it..most of them went up to the tertiary bathc which is the poly and jc batch...argh then i will be alone..unless i ask leonard..but it feels so awkward..ah...always dun sit with them during service..suddenly sit with them very funny...haha..think i will be some extra down there..but well who cares?haha.heck worse to worse stop going church on saturday and go church on sunday instead..at least i got my darling clare over there.got serene..gloria..deirdrey..lalala...so fun..ask kingston to get lost.clare is mine..haha..wad crap.ok im so dead.didnt study today..wth..dun care.study tomorrow morning.

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