Thursday, January 20, 2005
she quietly wept..
im feeling so left..so left out..for the very very first time..
wheres timothy goh?wheres everyone?haix..dunno lahx..i feel so mean..realised that my good friends are slowly leaving me...just like my dear dear...a small misunderstanding..and then like that..never talk anymore..blogging cause i got nothing better to do lahx..always that case one lahx..
these few weeks...i realised i liked this particular guy..hmm..we were close..and i liked him cause hes really sweet...and nice..and now to think of it...we drifted apart..hmm maybe we are so not fated to be together..hmm just a normal guy whom i never expected myself to like..haha.hmm now to think of it...its merely a crush..hmm lets wait till valentine's day..haha..lets see whus right and wrong..nabihan..haha...
no guys.why must there be GUYS in the world lahx..so gongx..haix..sometimes i think im damn flirtatious..which i think im still am..well..i am..so i am..haha...and yeah...im a good girl...i shall restrain from temptations..haha...studies comes first..kenneth and the rest ask them to bang the wall and die=Xopps..i think im a bit crude..no i think im damn crude..oh well wadever..haha..
Valentine's day is coming..so lets just see...there is 99% that he wont ask me out.1% he will ask me out..oh well...i care no more...just feel like sleeping and sleeping..and doing and doing..and stop smsing him...ah...well....i shall do my a maths hw now..see im such a very good girl...oh..tuesday..im dead...im so dead..please turn out negative..haix...stopping here..haha..
