Tuesday, December 07, 2004
she quietly wept..
hahs.today's the last day to submit the form eh?I haven even filled the form yet!I have no idea whether is it on the 7 dec or the 12 dec?and then have to go all the way to suntec?dun feel like going lahx.lazy.
I'm having pms.I'm having pms.I hate the pimples!I hate the stomach cramps I have to bear every month!This time,my pimples are really big..hahs..=X so paiseh..hahs.Ah..i hope my period doesnt come that soon..ARGH..i hope it wont come at all..i dun want it to come next week because i will be going to hong kong..and then the next week i have adam khoo workshop!and then the next week it wil be christmas!ahh.nono..I wish i wasnt a girl at the first place!=X I was at cathay yesterday and then i saw this girl and shes damn handsome!omg..and woah..her chest is -FLAT- and she dun need to bind at all los..corinne's friend mahx..hahs.thats why get to know her also..and shes a les lahx..and yesterday,we were busy looking at girls can..and then i just realised something..the guys i saw yesterday...they all look the same..i mean they dun look special enuff..hahs..and then have to rush for tuition at 7.30..hahs..coconut called me..at 7..i was already at orchard mrt station..hahs..no fate lahx..
today went for tuition..tuition at 3.Joel came at 4..and then he came in and when mrs lim ask him what time is he supposed to come.he said 3..-.-" okay..hes more blur than me..hahs..
Went for tuition at 7 AGAIN.ok,saw duresa and mingyang.nice people.Mingyang..ah...hes so kawaii..hahs..haix..did a maths todayy..and feel like slapping my teacher..i dunno her to do lahx..then everytime scold me..at home so much stress already can..so much pressure from my parents..got 2 tuitions on a holiday!can i kill myself?-.-"hahs.
hahs..im free tml!supposed to go tuition tml..but then after serious argueing with chan,i gave her some stupid excuse that i didnt want to come.hahs.might be going to orchard to get some books..ah...haven been reading books for quite some time..hahs..always go sch..always read the same newspaper everyday..-.-" no wonder my english like shit.hahs=X
thursday...have tuition...from 3 to 4.30.friday have to go to fetch my granny..haix..kenneth's granny went back with kenneth on the 27..hmm..dun think i will get to see her anymore...well god will bless her lahx..sat have tuition in the morning.sunday go church.monday go hongkong!come back on the 17.then 20-22 got adam khoo workshop..shit.i haven done anything for the research..hmm i haven send in the form..i dun think im going for the christmas bash on the 23 lahx..might as well take the 45 dollars go get my stuffs..hahs.24..christmas eve!on christmas,hope can go orchard.hahs.and then 26/12,go church.27/12 got 2 tuitions..hahs.chinese tuition at 10.30- 1. and then chan tuition at 7.28/12 got tuition again at 3.-.-" 29/12 then free..hahs..28/12 got chan's tuition at 7.friday got tuition at 10.30 again..hmm..i really wonder whether i can go out anot..
And timothy haven sms for days!hmm no its coming to a week can!fine ah...dun want talk to me already right!fine ah..sms him so many times nv reply me!so sad can..one of my best friends can..like that treat me..hes obviously still in sg can..cause if he go overseas surely tell me one..haix...dunno him lahx..this is so like him..-.-"
anyway signing off..hahs.