Saturday, December 11, 2004
she quietly wept..
ya.i can't live without ponstans.Without them,i will die of pain can.Today,didnt eat the 2 tablets..although it wasnt that painful as last month's period..it equally sucks.I ate the 2 tablets two days ago thats why not that pain lahx plus i did some situps a few days ago..
woke up at 8.45am today.On my phone and i saw this sms by my aunty.."Mother-in law passed away this morning." I was like huh?and i woke up.couldnt sleep anymore.the trip to hongkong came straight into my mind..i knew they couldnt come.at 9 then go bathe and go for chinese tuition..didnt do my homework.never learn ting xie also can get a 41/43..this is called tyco..
hmm disappointed..my favourite cousins wont be going with us this time.Darren and Sheryl wont be coming.. left me and my sister and brian timothy milner..sian lahx..was thinking in the plane disturb da ren.cause he will probably be sleeping lahx..at that time..hahs..suddenly dun feel like going to hongkong anymore..sheryl must be damn disappointed and sad lahx...let alone darren...must be damn sad lahx..his own grandmother lehx..hmm i remembered the last time gong gong died and was cremated..we cried like siao and we were like hugging each other..hmm but heaven is a nice place..3 days funeral,catholic one though.and they can only board the midnight flight on monday but all the seats all booked until 27 dec.wtf.ah well..its over lahx...so just try enjoy the trip the fullest lahx..
going to church tomorrow...today went to church..had cramps..was dying..whenever its my first day..its best not to go out but if its on a church day..i will be an exception lahx.Hmm and its best not to piss me off..example..brian timothy made me angry today..i made such a big fuss over a stupid toy..hahs..and for the whole day i've been giving him attitude..
oh well im still experiencing the pain..heard that we girls have to suffer because you know from the bible,genesis? Eve actually ate that fruit and then she asked Adamn to eat it too..so as a punishment the girls have to pay..-.-" you also must blame adam rite...thats because hes so stupid to listen to eve..-.-"ahh....okok..shall just stop it..hahs..
Went orchard today for the 2pm service.Wait for my stupid sister from 1.20-2.20.went to church late..-.-"was bloody hungry can..-.-" wait at somerset mrt outside..if it wasnt for church,i would have went home and sleep..-.-"ah...i didnt go for the 4.30- 6.30 service though.saw sherlbe,huixian,chermaine,janice.then went for lunch at 4.-.-"bloody hungry..supposed to go long john and eat..but later changed my mind go yoshinoya..but later we ended up in the food court there..-.-"..went bugis again to meet auntie...and then went shopping..didnt have the mood to-.-"was practically sitting down on the floor like some small girl..well i cant help it..i was in pain.then shop till 8..went aijisen to eat ramen..woah im full..-.-"hmm thinking of japanese food...hahs..coconut hes there rite..hmmm i can imagine...the girls there are kawaii...hahs...nono..i cant like girls can...I cannot defy God's words...i must be a good daughter of his yoo know..so i MUST start liking guys AGAIN...hmm first target?hmmm dunno..hahs...maybe remain single lahx..
timothy haven smsed me..didnt see him today..asked around and heard he went to new zealand? and he didnt tell me?Fine ah..dun tell me lahx..he come back he die..dun talk to him...wait for him to talk to me..muahahha...and ask him to apologise...=X.oh ya delphine that time ask me out rite...lucky i never go..hahs...sameul chao was there..v paiseh yoo know...and then there was alvin..heard he s much much taller than me..oh hould meet him out one day yeah?Kenneth cheng?oh...so long nv see him liaox..hahs..i heard chian tat v handsome now..hahs...he last time damn quiet one can..and then hear leslie sim salvator all...very notti now lahx...can see also lahx..saw them at tm last year..hmm look so ah beng-ish..hahs...but i think daryl see and luke ortega still looks the cutest lahx..hahs...abcs...and eurasian..nice..the two guys i had -HUGE- crushes on in primary school..and you know what?luke used to like me too can..omg..so shocked can..but hmm to think of it now,dun think the relationship can last also lahx..although hes cute...hmm Adam Hammerson...also bloody cute can...pure ang moh..hahs..remember...all the guys in our school lurves him lahx..but then not my type lahx...hmm if i going to get a boyfriend,i will choose a not handsome one...i will choose a cute one so...if you know his my boyfriend...dun yooo dare think about -IT-
okay anyway..i think i wrote a lot today...i think im going to bathe now and sleep early and go church tml..
