Wednesday, December 29, 2004
she quietly wept..
its been like so many days...I'm starting to hate yoo even more..and you know what?I really thank myself for not going out with yoo the other day cause if i went out with you,I would not have known that my boyfriend was a bloody FUCKING jerk..dun mind me..but im angry and sad at the same time..crying...throwing things around..I was giving myself second thought whether we should patch things up..but then i dun think i have to think anymore...
say that im jealous...say that i am selfish...say that i am sensitive..i just cant accept my own boyfriend doing these to me..YOU FUCKING HELL DUN EVEN KNOW THAT I WAS THERE!and there youu were hugging and KISSING...that BITCH...that BITCH who actually tried to do those to me..i dun mind you hugging her..but you were like kissing her?I cant accept it..kenneth...its hard to accept..and I AM SICK OF YOU....and when i initiated the "official" break up,you DUN EVEN CARE....thats not my boyfriend you know...thats not at all..saying you lurve..saying you care...ITS ALL RUBBISH!!!!!
so all these while,i have been going out with an ASSHOLE! I REALLY HATE YOU AND I DUN EVEN KNOW THAT I WAS PLAYED...and all these while,you have been lying to me..and that everything was simply a LIE...
I WONT TRUST YOU ANYMORE!YOUR NOT MY KENNETH..YOUR NOT MY BOYFRIEND!YOUUR SUCH A SUCK UP ASSHOLE!!GET AWAY FROM ME...
