Thursday, November 25, 2004
she quietly wept..
He was there..always there...for me..I asked myself today,was i there for him?Was I always there for him?I prayed.I prayed and I ask God was he the right guy?He didn't answer.I prayed again and I ask God again was wee yang the right guy?Again,he didn't answer.I wondered and compared..Is Weeyang worth the wait?Or Kenneth worth the wait?
I stumbled upon my words today.He suddenly popped out from no where and finished my words.When it was over,he gave me a hug and said it was okay..It was embarrassing.
Maybe I was wrong.No,I should say I was wrong.He's such a good boyfriend..and I broke up with him because he smokes and fights?I dun care anymore.I dun.You promised me not to anymore right?I believe you won't.If I can choose again,I want to be yours again.And I want you to be mine again.I'm sorry.Thank you for forgiving me.Hmm,I forgive you too..so call it quits ya?
Maybe it should just end here.Wee yang,hmm should just give up.
Kenneth,I'll wish him all the best.Along my life's journey,I'm glad to know someone just like you.Kenneth,I lurve you.
Maybe God didnt answer to my prayers because both guys weren't the right guy?Hahs.There's a possibility.
Anyway,I cant find my phone.hahs.Hmm I think its hiding some where at home.Okay,or maybe my mummy kept it..hmm dun think so..not possible..hahs.Okay maybe it is possible..got my bill yesterday...bill shoot up to $50..got a scolding and then..dun care..went to watch tv..and then it went missing..dun bother to call..cause it's on silent mode..hahs..its still on church profile..tt's why..no vibrations..nothing..-.-"
Okay..maybe its hidden under my bed..hmm ah whatever..can't be bothered to find anyway.hahs.hmm should cut down on my smses..it went up to a thousand plus..-.-"
Ah maybe losing my hp for the meantime is good..hahs..can cut down on my smses for a while..Okay I checked,its not under my bed..gosh its damn dusty can..hmm found some of my barbie dolls uner my bed.hey they're still in good condition.found some squashy aquashy stuffs..turn out to be a penguin..and its cute..but abit dusty though..hahs..nice..found a lot of rubbish too..hahs..ok signing off have a maths tuition today at 5.30...tml..hmm tuition again..Okay..my whole dec is so filled with tuition..ah.nvm..hahs.
